siguro nga wala talag perfect na matatawag na pamilya. kahit simple ang saya saya ng pamilya namin. kumpleto. mabait ang tatay mabait ang nanay at si bunso mabait din. pero dahil sa isang aksidente magbabago ang lahat. nawala ang nanay . ang hirap lagi nalang ba aq iiyak . wala ba ako karapatan sumaya. sila na naga lang ang mahalaga sakin binawasan pa.

Signing Off, eiynah at 2:48 AM
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hay grabeh. before hindi aq masyado naniniwalaa sa white lady. kasi alam qng dala lang sya nag imahinasyon natin. but now hindi q na masabi kung ano ba talaga. kasi last saturday night sa room q. (which is my own room talaga. at here nandito rin aq sa kwarto ko now) i slept early. siguro dahil sa pagod.so i slept early. then about my 12 am naalimpungatan aq. may nakita aqng flying white na which is. nung matitigan ko lumayo sakin but papuntang paanan q.nung marealize q na kakaiba yun. hinila ko ang kumot q at biglang nawala ung white na thing. tapos nag tingin aq sa may bintana naisip q. siguro dala lang ng antok at ilaw ng mga vehicle.then i sleep na uli.
nareialize qng yesterday na hinid sya ilaw ng sasakyan kasi ibang direction ang nilakad na white thing.samanatalang kung sa other way naman.hindi pwede kasi taklob ng malaking kumot ung window q at hindi mag tatagos ang ilaw ng sasakyan sa kumot.hayzzzzzzzzzz
until now my goosebumps parin ako nararamdaman. kasi sah harap ng pc q sya tumigil at nawala. na kung saan ako ngayon nakaupo.

Signing Off, eiynah at 2:52 AM
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actually it's not only my birthday. it's also my father's birthday. nice we have the same day to celebrate our birthday.

my dad woke me up while yelling happy birthday. and because i don't feel to wake up early. i also shout happy brithday...w/ sarcasm. hehehe ( nose bleed english naks)

because my uncle sent me a 1 k . i decided to fix my hair. and my whole day spent inside in a salon.. from 10 am to 5pm. wow. then because i didn't celebrate my graduation and also a board passer my mom decided. to celebrate my birthday.with a simple feast. pancit heheheheeheh. then we have a drinking session w/ videoke. nice i'm enjoying my simple but great party with the bottles of brandy and only 1 bottle of novelino. that my birthday even though it's simple it's make me feel happy.
thanks to my mom. my dad, my uncle arnold& tita bebe, uncle ariel & tita bebeth.that my simple birthday become special.. ohhhhhhh i remeber it's rizal day.. thanks also to my aunt whose gave my nice name. hehehehe and also o those who greet me......... thank you!

Signing Off, eiynah at 3:10 AM
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okie naman, after ng monitor. tv naman. what a nice month hayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................ ano kay next?

Signing Off, eiynah at 2:52 AM
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kala q tv namin ang next. hindi pala monitor ng computer naman. musta naman un.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. bakit ganun hayz............. pero eto na pagawa nanamin.wala pang isang buwan yung lahat na gastos na yun libo libo na. kainis. sana naman this oct. maging lucky naman kami.

Signing Off, eiynah at 6:51 PM
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yah almost 2 months na ang last post q. bale this past few days i start to my work na volunteer lang sa bayan namin which is no payday sa tagalog wlang araw ng sweldohan kasi wala ako sweldo. ok lang kasi nd naman kami totally short nakakain pa kami ng maayos 3x a day. nakabili pa nga aq ng college ring.being have a light days and life. eto na po last sunday. inatake papa q nag 200/160 bp nya. and coz' o that na ospital. jockpot wla kami plang pera pang ospital ang meron lang namin is ung daily expenses. damn. lahat relatives q sa father side q lahat sila nag woworry at ung uncle arnold and his wife tita beheh ang sa mother side ko worry. dun q na felt na hirap pag wlang pera. ouch. thank god goverment employee dad q syempre may help galing sa philheatlh at dswd kahit gamot lang. kasi mataas chloesterol uric acid at tryglicerine ni papa kya tambak meds nya huhuhuhu. tuesday umuwi na papa q. observation ys alagi. may ff:upo check up xa sa dr. nya ng thursday at 3pm guess what sapat turukan sa vein ng potassium cloride ung dr. para dead agad. nag pa appoinment xa tapos mag vavacation lang din pala xa nunga araw na un musta naman. so next wed nalang daw bumalik si papa.
okie na na worries.except medjo tigth kami sa budget. guess what again today nasiara ang water pump. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh 6500 ang brand new nun.san kami kukuha ng 6500 medjo tigh kami sa budget. at i think sususnod naman ung telivision namin . sabagay 12 yrs na un. pero sunod sunod naman ang gastos. ok lang kung may income na aq na ipinapasok kaso wla.si papa lang. pero thanks to god parin kasi. hindi nya kagad binawi sipapa. even though na tight talaga kami ng budget at igib girl aq ngayon. i hope will pass this mess in a simple way.
hayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............................

Signing Off, eiynah at 3:50 AM
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sad to be true!! at last after alots of days has fast i'm already home. the walking in craig st. in the mroning, the underpast from manila cityhall and through the building of ccm ( city college of manila) are already through. the crazy things. the studying and the happines moment with my few but new friends are already end. we already take the nursing licensure exam and also the anxiety that i had are already gone. but i'm still scared to know the result if i'm falied or i'd past. but i'm still hoping that i will past.
the truth i'm still sad that i met a nice guy. sad but thoruh he was belong to some one else. and i think even though they just new couple i saw them a perfect couple. they are both have the same past problems. may be i'm just there to make them to fall in love to each other. yah i like the guy but i like the friendship the three of us we had. so i'll just keep it secretly without knowing of those two the dilemma that i had. coz' i love them so much. hope they will love each other more............ so it so sad to be true!!!!!!!!!!!!

Signing Off, eiynah at 3:33 PM
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